The debut of Asahara was written in complete misery and turmoil as even the band members hated eachother and the entire recording process was encircled in fueds and arguments, lying and rumours of suicide surrounding the entire piece.

Both of the members had much difficulty finalizing the album because of the amount of stress and pain they were in and they often had to ignore eachother for months on time because of how frustrating the entire album was to work on